Currently Listening Hot Fuss By The Killers see related

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NEW XANGA!!!!!!!! 

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ok so i think its time to get a new site...

This one is too slow.

no one ever comes to it no because it takes so damn long to load....

so....i need a name....and uhm...stuff....

btw if any of you are into philosophy....here is somthing for you to chew on....i was told this by a uhm...wise...man...

"In a surreal world such as this one, hobos show no true contribution to this society, inevitably forcing their nature to be cruel, harsh, and just plain mean. What one must realize... that... it is not the question of the hobo, but the answer that begs, the answer, dear Maggie. But. What is the question?
In a surreal world such as this one, hobos show no true contribution to this society, inevitably forcing their nature to be cruel, harsh, and just plain mean. What one must realize... that... it is not the question of the hobo, but the answer that begs, the answer, dear Maggie. But. What is the question?"

oh yes...

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ok so its Thanksgiving...this is going to be one hell of a day...

the whole family is gonna be here...which for anyone who knows me is aware of what a lethal combo my family makes for...

no one is here yet....which explains why im on here....

i like these quotes...

Love -- is when you miss him, even before he leaves.
when you could talk to him all night & never get tired of
hearing his voice. when the sound of his name sends chills
down your spine, when you see his smile the second
you happen to close your eyes <3

they asked me why i love him,

I answered;

'because he makes me laugh.'

& he means the world to me.

so things are so simple...but yet so complex....somthing we hear everyday and yet we dont think about it...somthing small...but bigger than any of us are....with four deadly letters...

i wish i had my camera...

and a sharpie...

and my CD

i wish i had a few things....

but i guess im thankful for more things than i wish i had...

so what am i thankful for...

my family
my friends
love
smiles
sunshine
wind in the trees
music
rain
books
learning
my health
tomarrow
yesterday
and right now...

i have a lot to be thankful for...

some things more than others....

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Currently Listening Oh, Inverted World By The Shins see related

go ahead...do that cheesey thing you do where you stretch and put your arms around me...go ahead and grab my hand...tickle me until i think i cant breath from laughing...put your hands on my hips...come up from behind me and wrap your arms around my waist....

go ahead...

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Currently Listening Siren Song of the Counter Culture By Rise Against swing life away <3 see related

ok so here is a question...

what is home?    the place you live? a place you feel safe?   the people it in?

well the dictionary says this is what home is.... (why yes i did google it for that one person who gets it...)

home   
n.

1. A place where one lives; a residence.
2. The physical structure within which one lives, such as a house or apartment.
3. A dwelling place together with the family or social unit that occupies it; a household.
4. 1. An environment offering security and happiness.
   2. A valued place regarded as a refuge or place of origin.
5. The place, such as a country or town, where one was born or has lived for a long period.
6. The native habitat, as of a plant or animal.
7. The place where something is discovered, founded, developed, or promoted; a source.
8. A headquarters; a home base.
9. 1. Baseball. Home plate.
   2. Games. Home base.
10. An institution where people are cared for: a home for the elderly.

so what does that tell us?

i think home is where you feel safe, happy, secure, and loved...and im starting to understand this one thing....a person can be home to you...not just a place you sleep at...not just where you keep your stuff...its the people...or person...

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Currently Listening It's Time By Michael Bublé home see related

i swear....if i could leave here right now....i would

if i thought that i could get a ride...if i thought i would make it out there...i would leave here....

if that one special person would come and get me away from this place...and the poeple in it...i would be happy

if i could find the person that truely cares about me...and it not be one of those "it felt right at the time" or the people who are my frineds when no one else is there....yeah those are the people who are driving me out of here

semi is still coming up but i dont know how much fun im gonna have...idk...

this is where i need a hug...no not a hug...somone to love me...thats what i need....

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